I knew she had been having trouble since the auto accident, but was unaware of the severity of the situation. Of course, I agreed to join in with her.

It has been an interesting time for me. The In Light Times is in many ways her baby. Seeing the way she handles and cares for it clearly showed that to me. To her it seems to be this precious spirit that must be coddled and loved and shared with everyone. I couldn’t agree more. 

The ILT eyesight fund however, has probably brought the most learning to me in this short time. When it was explained that a fund would be set up and the readership of the paper would be invited to assist Michelene in creating the funds necessary for various optical procedures, I first thought, what a great idea, and what amazing people she must have around her to push the fact that receiving is good. My second thought was how brave she must be to take on the huge lessons this “receiving” process will bring. As my thoughts and emotions reeled back and forth, I found myself experiencing lessons of my own. It is okay to receive, money is good, allowing people to give creates warmth, people do show up, caring must not be judged by the form it comes in, etc. etc. etc. I did, due in part to the energy I have been immersed in , come to a calm place inside with my own feelings.

When checks started coming in, I found myself facing yet another unexpected lesson. Maybe, just maybe, there are more people in the world that are kind and have compassion and love for others than I had previously thought. With every envelope I’ve opened and read to Michelene, my heart has expanded, another chunk of the wall has fallen away. How could I not acknowledge this lesson with a blessing in my heart for each one of these souls who have in-advertently touched me in such a profound way? As I re-remember that human beings are spirit and spiritual beings are human, I find these “personality made judgments” of mine are beginning to fall by the wayside as I continue on this path that has been so afforded me.

I believe throughout my being that, in deed, everything IS perfect. I rest easier with this thought in mind, and the knowingness that what the future brings for us all will be in perfect order.

The editorial is being reprinted for those who may have missed it last month regarding, in part, the ILT eyesight fund.

My Dear Friends,
At this time of year our hearts and minds turn to love, peace and renewal of our birthright as soul. This season celebrates the gift of life. The multitude of blessings that fill our lives. As Americans we are the most fortunate people in the world. We have the freedom to choose our path and to express it in any way. Consider your life and all the riches of freedom: to speak, to travel, to learn, to love whomever you choose, to empower yourself and to work.

I want to thank each of you for enriching my life. As the goddess embraces us with earths richness and the Christ blesses us with his gift of love, I wish each of you the wonder and love of the season. 

At this time in my life, I have reached a turning point. In Light Times has been my passion of love. It has enriched my life for 14 years and I have worked diligently, often with short supply of funds, to expand the light of consciousness through its pages.

For the last three years, I have been struggling with diabetes. Each of you have honored me when due to illness, the paper has been late. Thank you for your understanding. Now this disease has taken a new turn and I am facing possible blindness unless I receive an operation.

Unfortunately the cost is beyond my personal funds and so with pressure from my friends (and perhaps their wisdom) I have been encouraged to turn to you to ask for your help.

The operation will cost a minimum of $10,000 and may run as high as $20,000. Should you feel inclined to help, my friends have set up a bank account specifically for this purpose. All details of the fund are listed below.
I know that we each have responsibilities and some can help while others cannot. I thank you for your support in all its forms. I am open to receive your financial help, your prayers and your love. In heartfelt appreciation and gratitude I remain. 

Take care

Make check payable to: ILT Eyesight Fund
Address: PO Box 12063 Las Vegas NV  89112
Black Mountain Bank